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How far back should I have to go? Tell me.
Everything is so painfully vivid.
The truth is, we couldn't understand each other,
So I left and didn't look back
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
It lies beside this cold heart, frozen
So completely mindless that it persists forever
Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions,
And searching for redemption, I...
Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night
I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow
The hiding away of your warm presence
Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
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Name :u noe..
School :u noe..
Age :u noe..
Class :u noe..
Family :dun let u noe..
Loves :God, family, my other halves
Likes :Equinoxial Endlessness, friends, anime, doing my own stuff, black, blood..
Dislikes :certain stuff..
Hates :sin, cockroaches..
Fav song:Perfect Peace!
e-mail: shichiyoruchel@hotmail.com
Fav word: -
B'dae: 15/11
Fav no.: 7
Would gladly accept: Ang Baos, $$, smiles!
Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Today... i was really fed up. at 1st i was very high.. then.. very tired.. then Edgar cut Fi with Rayray's scissors. i hit him. he hit me back. i shouted (kinda) at him. he talk back. i talk until he stop talking, keep quiet n didnt say a word. btw. his attack dint hurt a bit. nt even when he hit me at 1st. i was so angry i was almost crying with anger. ok.. i mean.. he very guo fen. he use other ppl thing, cut other ppl thing, VANDALISE them, dint even say sorry. then still wanna quarrel with me. dun u think tts unreasonable? dun u want to punch ppl like him? I WANT TO. i could have slapped him. hitting him was nt tt bad alr. so fed up.
i went home with Ger.. she was staying farfar from me.. then she suddenly walk beside me. i dunno.. i like tt feeling of sum1 beside. ^_^ else.. i feel very lonely. then i went home. i was itching a lot a lot. cos i was allergic to the bath gel (i think). then to stop myself from scratching, i go n slp. bt i CANNOT slp. stupid insomnia. i need sleeping pills. anyone has some? feeling sleepy yet being unable to sleep.. tts a plague. argh.. i wanna slp.. tmr is half day.. YuXin.. pei wo feng ba.. feng ah! chui ah chui!!
i came home.. play BR2 with Crystal.. who's goin Bakuryu crazy.. when she's talks, she talks abt Bakuryu. When she blogs, same. When she sleeps, she even dreams abt him!! i think tts toooooo much.. i still dun get how we get crushes on fictional characters.. bt.. who cares..
Ger, u jealous i on top bigger than u izit?? hehe.. or else u wont be complaining abt me talking abt it.. then i noe yours still quite small.. can grow 1 lar.. massage (ON YOUR OWN) a bit more then ok le.. hehe.. + i still dunno why my mum wants me to hav big top oso..
To MY darlin Jie: ^_^ i noe u're havin probs right now.. i noe tt u noe tt i noe tt u're havin probs right now. nt only with studies. nt only with work. with him. also probs with God.. i noe tt its nt very ez to go through these probs.. nt tt others dun hav probs of their own as well.. bt.. if it helps, u can talk to us.. sorry i was havin insomnia n listened to your whole conversation with your fren tt night. i noe u dint notice.. bt i was crying.. cos.. of these words we both have said "I have NOTHING left." then i was thinking. w8. am i nothing to u? we still do have something. we have our family with us. nt tt we dun listen or are nt concerned.. The pendant i gave u. the engraved word.. 'Love' on tt heart. cos i love u. ^_^
"Shouganai na.." - Rhyth.
*Togi* "Ano.. Boku wa.. Otoko de.. ko-nan no hanashii wa..........." -Fialos.
11:05 PM
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