Ayamachi no rensei, sore wa hito ga hito taru yue no gouka. Shikashi, sore wo danchi kireru no mo mata hito ka...
"human against human.. the breaking up is still done by humans.." - Jin-crow.
thats exactly whats going on right now..
For some reason.. im thinking of fruits basket. we are like.. Yuki and Kyou.. though im nt sure abt her being jealous of me.. but im jealous of her.. though im nt supposed to be.. well.. at least other people around.. like normal classmates all prefer her over me.. why bother acting just to blend into the world? be yourself! take your own stand! im a black and white piece. the others are coloured. Being dull doesn't mean you dont fit in to the big picture! im a reject.. in my whole primary school.. only one helped me. she has at least a few. in my secondary school life.. i have yet to find another. she has found one already.. one MORE. Geminians.. always want more than what they already have. can never be content.
i am content with the trials that i have. but i have one question for her. How heavily do you put the word 'friend' in your heart? also the same for the word 'trust'.
Forgiving does not erase the bitter past.
A healed memory is not a deleted memory.
Instead,
forgiving what we cannot forget creates a new way to remember.
We change the memory of our past into a hope for our future.
It takes one person to forgive.
It takes two people to be reunited.
Vengeance is having a videotape planted in your soul
that cannot be turned off.
It plays the painful scene over and over again
inside your mind...
And each time it plays,
you feel the clap of pain again...
Forgiving turns off the videotape of pained memory.
Forgiving sets you free.
To forgive is to set a prisoner free,
and discover that the prisoner was you.
Are you still imprisoning yourself? Will you deny that you are the one imprisoned? I am free. STOP RUNNING AWAY.
"Kawaii so no ko da.." - Rhyth.
"Jibun to yuruse te dekinai ka?" - Fialos.
