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How far back should I have to go? Tell me.
Everything is so painfully vivid.
The truth is, we couldn't understand each other,
So I left and didn't look back
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
It lies beside this cold heart, frozen
So completely mindless that it persists forever
Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions,
And searching for redemption, I...
Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night
I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow
The hiding away of your warm presence
Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
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Name :u noe..
School :u noe..
Age :u noe..
Class :u noe..
Family :dun let u noe..
Loves :God, family, my other halves
Likes :Equinoxial Endlessness, friends, anime, doing my own stuff, black, blood..
Dislikes :certain stuff..
Hates :sin, cockroaches..
Fav song:Perfect Peace!
e-mail: shichiyoruchel@hotmail.com
Fav word: -
B'dae: 15/11
Fav no.: 7
Would gladly accept: Ang Baos, $$, smiles!
Thursday, June 28, 2007

Watashi wa tatakau no tame ni umareta sunzai. Sore ijyou demo, sore ikai demo nai. Jyamau mono wa.. subete.. TEKI.
I live and was born to fight. Obstacles are.. all.. ENEMIES.
I as a Christian.. always am in battle.. fighting against the obstacles ahead of us, getting into the palace, finishing the race.. God helps me.. he loves me. he wil get the obstacles away from me, be it a person or a thing. even if it is heart-breaking for me.. he must.. so I will be able to enter into his kingdom.. People around me.. cannot be compared to God.. I read this book, on checking myself.. am I really a Christian? I MUST love God and hate Sin. how much do i love him? i know.. i cant love him perfectly.. but i do.. even if its not much.. God loves me, that I can confirm. but.. ho much do I hate sin? i can tell.. thati am falling deeply into it.. and i hate that.. im nt supposed to feel sorry for myself.. im supposed to repent. seek forgiveness.. maybe God is unhappy with the way i live my "Christian" life.. thats why hes trying to break an important friendship of mine. either that.. or.. he feels that she is a hindrance to my spiritual health. my mum told me interesting things.. i don't know about another person's feelings.. unless the person tells me how she feels. if she doesn't tell me.. i cant do anything abt it.. bt i dont think she'll read this anyway.. not many ppl ever do.. but.. if she doesn't want to read.. then.. its up to her.. im already trying my best here.. if she doesn't want this friendship to last any longer.. then im nt gonna force her.. juz wish she'll be happier without me as a friend..
"Kanojo wa.. mite ireba.. kimochi warui na.." - Rhyth.
"Chiaru.. shinpai sute nai.. Kami-sama wa.. zetai.. kimi wo mamote iru na.."
10:17 PM
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My own Equinoxial Eclipse.