
♥♦♣♠|フャイを愛し|♠♣♦♥
How far back should I have to go? Tell me.
Everything is so painfully vivid.
The truth is, we couldn't understand each other,
So I left and didn't look back
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
It lies beside this cold heart, frozen
So completely mindless that it persists forever
Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions,
And searching for redemption, I...
Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night
I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow
The hiding away of your warm presence
Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
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Name :u noe..
School :u noe..
Age :u noe..
Class :u noe..
Family :dun let u noe..
Loves :God, family, my other halves
Likes :Equinoxial Endlessness, friends, anime, doing my own stuff, black, blood..
Dislikes :certain stuff..
Hates :sin, cockroaches..
Fav song:Perfect Peace!
e-mail: shichiyoruchel@hotmail.com
Fav word: -
B'dae: 15/11
Fav no.: 7
Would gladly accept: Ang Baos, $$, smiles!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007

nothing can be erased now.. nothing.. we cant erase what we did.. what i did to her.. what she did to me..
'You hate her right?' is she trying to make me hate her? 'Hate her.. I do.. I hate her..' I dont.. i cant.. i cant hate her.. even if she has hurt me so much.. 'Why can't you? Hate her!' Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.. i should love her.. God has even said, love thy enemies.. she's nt my enemy.. why shld i hate her? 'Just grab your penknife.. show her what pain you have been dealing with.. in your heart..' the body is the temple of God.. i cannot harm another.. i shouldnt harm her.. 'Then just ignore her..' i cant.. how can i leave it like this? if no one does anything, this will remain forever.. wont it? Fi..? do u hate her? 'I hate.. I do hate her.. You cried.. because she made you.. always ignoring you.. though you always want to try patch things together..' no.. im being such a weakling.. i cant do anything to save this friendship.. i keep wanting to apologise.. but.. i cant do it.. both of us are really stubborn.. will she accept my apologies anyway? i dont want a turn for the worse..
6:59 PM
|フャイを愛し|
My own Equinoxial Eclipse.