
♥♦♣♠|フャイを愛し|♠♣♦♥
How far back should I have to go? Tell me.
Everything is so painfully vivid.
The truth is, we couldn't understand each other,
So I left and didn't look back
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
It lies beside this cold heart, frozen
So completely mindless that it persists forever
Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions,
And searching for redemption, I...
Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night
I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow
The hiding away of your warm presence
Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
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Name :u noe..
School :u noe..
Age :u noe..
Class :u noe..
Family :dun let u noe..
Loves :God, family, my other halves
Likes :Equinoxial Endlessness, friends, anime, doing my own stuff, black, blood..
Dislikes :certain stuff..
Hates :sin, cockroaches..
Fav song:Perfect Peace!
e-mail: shichiyoruchel@hotmail.com
Fav word: -
B'dae: 15/11
Fav no.: 7
Would gladly accept: Ang Baos, $$, smiles!
Sunday, April 08, 2007

her frozen heart.. can i melt it?
i dun think she cares abt my blog any longer.. i dun think she reads it at all.. She called me.. only to ask for HW and international friendship day.. then quickly hung up.. is she trying to avoid me? i know.. she might just pop by my blog n read this.. then she'll be hurt again.. what shall i do then? im trying to understand her.. a little bit more.. everytime i see her.. or hear her..
Me - totally depraved
election - unconditional
atonement - limited
God - irresistable grace
perserverance - little..
preservation - definite!
God will help me....... definitely.. in his own special way.. no 1 knows.. he might make her hate me forever.. i might not be able to bear tt fact.. but soon will.. its all up to him to answer me.. in his way.. 'Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.'
for her.. i can only leave her to what God wants for her.. she will do according to his predestinations.. though it may seem as what we want to do at this moment..
9:40 PM
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My own Equinoxial Eclipse.